I’ve been incredibly lax with blogging this term – its’ been a bit manic. We started the term with fun in the (snowy) sun, cancelled lectures and not a lot to do was a fun time to catch up with friends and just enjoy being back in the lovely land of LST.

It’s been a term of being ill a LOT (and lots of fervent praying for something at least resembling an immune system!). I ran for the position of Welfare Sec on the Student Committee which was, in itself a rather incredible achievement for me. It has been years since I last put myself forward for something that involved votes and suchlike. It felt very right, to be talking about something I am passionate about and being able to say out loud, ‘I might be good at this’. I did not get the position – it went to Paul Wragg who I know will do an amazing job and is one of my LST big brothers πŸ™‚ I wasn’t sad I didn’t get it, I knew, from quite early on that it was running for the role that was important – not whether I got it.
So, when I got approached by the President – Laura, to be the secretary of the committee I was a tad hesitant. I had spent the last year doing admin, and it seemed not to be in line with what I felt I was called to. God had other plans. I did a pro and con list. I showed it to Luke, and he crossed most of my cons out! I had a lot of items on my pro list.
So I said yes. I began to get excited. I began to see that this was God using something I was good at, to aid his work. So I am officially, the Secretary on the London School of Theology Student Committee.
I also sang, as a performance, for the first time in five years. The LST Spring Ball was a somewhat strange experience for me. I sang my heart out. I wasn’t as nervous as I thought I would be. I loved it.
These things seem to me, to be ways to grow and stretch me. Things I have been so very afraid of, because I have been so afraid of living. It’s not easy. There are things I am still fighting for, fighting through. The dark clouds still loom, the rain still pours sometimes. Yet I, tentatively, am pushing the boundaries of my life.
I’m home again now.
That’s it for now…it’s been a crazy term. I’m looking forward to the next one πŸ™‚

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